First, I would like to say that I would not be writing this if it was not for The Hardman Trust and the dedicated team of individuals who work for the trust, who I first met at Castle Huntly Prison when I applied for a Hardman Award.
I was delighted to hear that I had been accepted to receive a Hardman Award and how the award would assist in helping me start a business once released from prison. I felt more confident that the business plan I had proposed would work and that I would be employed in a job that I felt passionate about.
Leaving prison having been inside a long time is an exciting and sometimes fearful experience. You have no idea of what challenges, issues or opportunities lie ahead. I found it helpful to remind myself that we all encounter problematic times in our lives, and we all have different ways of dealing with them. However, as prepared as I thought I was, I did encounter a few unexpected events and did experience unforeseen difficulties. It was also perplexing at times when dealing with social workers. Fortunately, I was able to contact The Hardman Trust, who were totally understanding, very encouraging and supportive. I found it reassuring to know that there were people who do care and who wanted me to succeed.
My business was very slow to start with, then work started coming in. Unexpectedly I was given a large bit of work and this enabled me to invest back into the business.
Looking back, things have been challenging but at the same time very satisfying and rewarding. And because of the support of one of the prison charities listed in this Directory I have been able to start a business which has been a major part of how I have been able to rebuild my life. I feel more optimistic for the future and now feel more capable of dealing with challenging situations in this ever-changing world.